Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Why?

What a day to start. Today has been such a crazy day. It started out bright and early at 2:30AM and now it's 4:15AM the next morning. I really have no idea what to write about or how to write it. I'm even having a HORRENDOUS time spelling because my eyelids are drooping so bad. So I'm afraid I will have to make this an extremely short post, even tho it is only my first one. But I need all the sleep I can get due to a family crisis situation. My Gramma, Aunt, and 2 little cousins are now living with us, a family of 5 (really 6 but my little brother is in FL with the Navy), bringing us up to a family of 9, just to add 2 more tomorrow, tallying in at 11 people in a 3 bedroom house. Things can turn just that fast can't they? One second you're peaceful and having a great day, the next you're sourrounded by heartbreak and chaos. Such was my day today. My Aunt showed up at our doorstep needing a place to stay due to her fiance beating her, then getting a restraining order against HER based on false accusations, Causing her to be homeless with 2 children. Of course we're not going to turn her away! But what is in someone's head to do such a thing? I mean, what a douche bag! I'm very furious about the whole thing and want to rip his hair out...but it's not my place and no good will come out of it except for my own personal gain and self gratification-but at the cost of someone else's peace. I just want to know what goes on in some people's head sometimes. My aunt now has no money because SHE was the one making all the house payments, taking care of him while he was home on LNI. What is wrong with people these days? Has the world really gone that down hill that we cannot be honest in our daily lives? Rather than just make up a horrible story, why not just tell the truth? "I don't love you anymore" or "I don't want to marry you. You have -x amount of days- until you need to find a new place". But instead we find the most horrible way to do things, just to get back at someone for making us mad. Just last night on the news there was a story about how a 15 year old girl and a 13 year old girl were fighting over a guy and the 15 year old stabbed the 13 year old 8 times in her face and neck area. Have we come to this? That is how teenagers solve their problems nowadays? Seriously people.